Losing It!

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” that’s me losing my fucking mind! I am fucking tired of this crap. I can’t take it anymore and I refuse to do so. That’s it I am done with all this bullshit and I will move the fuck on! You left me for what? Nothing, really. You walked away from the best thing in your fucking life and how stupid do you look now? Well you are not that attractive anymore. Still I can’t stop thinking about you and I fucking hate that feeling because I want it to be over, I want my brain to just give up and forget you! But the dude is a fighter and he’s standing his grown and I am losing my fucking mind. I think the best thing to do is just fuck a mindless bitch for a couple of month and then I’ll recover my brain? No? Fuck it, I’m still doing it. It’s better than losing my mind over it!

It Does

It’s a gift really. I laugh because honestly I never thought of it ‘till now. It’s like I make them go nuts, to the point they can’t take it anymore yet they ask for it all the time. They want it, crave it and die for it. I laugh because it’s funny; a small town kid from the middle of nowhere grows up to become a legend in the game. I was an unknown but people will take notice now, it’s just a matter of time. The legend it’s growing, the bitches are piling up and I just sit and smile and keep on doing what I am doing. Amazing is happening right fucking here and every single girl that decides to ride me will witness it firsthand. I sit back and laugh, shit is fun and I will enjoy the ride.

Fuck You!

The heroes, the one that come and saves us every time we need help turned their backs on us as soon as things went down the toilet. How can they do this to us? How can our heroes betray us in a time like this? That’s the thing about these so called “heroes” they come and fly into our lives, save a couple of life and BAM, they disappeared. It’s like they never existed, it’s like they were created to come for a bit and tease us and just fly away into the mist. But fuck you all, we really don’t need you! To be honest we just liked the tight panties on wonder woman and how good catwoman looked in that black latex costume. But wait, how can we forget supergirl? The thing is, we kind of put up with all of you because hey you fucking look good in those costume. But it does get old and we are tired, we are through. So let’s just stop caring for these pathetic heroes. They hide in costumes and leave us to rot, so why should we care for them? I’m with this girl and just “fuck you heroes” fuck you all!

You Are The Colors I Need

The color of life! The reason why we - men- keep on living is WOMEN! God do we love you all! The way you are, the way you look, the way you smile, the way you think, it makes us want to be better in life to satisfy all your needs. We complain along the way, we argue with you on a daily basis but it still doesn’t mean we take you for granted. We love you. I love you. We are hardheaded and stubborn but we are aware one thing and that one thing is we can’t be apart from you. We walk the earth; we go on with our day thinking about you and only you. You are the color of our life and for that we thank you. We thank you for sticking it out with us during the bad times, for not turning your back on us when we seem to be on a downfall and blame everything on you. We thank you for being you! God do I love women!!

Never forget that. You are the reason for someone’s smile. You are the sunshine of a person’s life, their happiness, you are everything to them. Believe it or not but you are. When they wake up, they think of you, when they walk, the walk with you, when they sleep, they dream about you. You are the reason for someone’s smile. You are the reason why people keep on going, keep on fighting. They keep up with the struggle, they keep up with the bullshit ‘cause they know they have you. You are the reason for someone’s smile. You have cause that in people, it’s contagious, it’s desirable. We don’t complain because we love that feeling, to know you are the reason for a person’s smile is just out of this world. To know you can have that effect on people is outstanding, it’s just something we seek out in life. To be a reason for something better, something much more is the main goal. You are the reason for someone’s smile and don’t change the way you are, don’t change the way you treat people. You have a gift, cherish it and keep close to your heart because not many people can say they have that ability. Live your life to the fullest and keep on making people smile because you are the reason for someone’s smile.

I Can

Just wait and see. I will do it. I will take over the world, sit and look down at my empire and smile. Every corner of the world will be mine, everything in it will belong to me and I will smile because I have done the impossible, the unthinkable. I for once did what I set out to do from the beginning of my existence. What is that? Do what I love to do, say no to anyone who had doubt in me and keep my head up high when I failed a couple of times. I said I will do it, I said I will not give up and now look at me and look at you! When I say I can its ‘cause I can, when I say I will its ‘cause I will and when I set out to do something out of this world, well god-damned I will do it! The world is my domain now and you are my one of my many assets. I just love this life and I am not giving it away. I came, I saw and I conquered it all ‘cause I was told I couldn’t do anything with my life.

Where Is My Mind?

Where is it? because I need it now. Where was my mind when I fell for you? Where the fuck did my brain decide to hide when you walk into my life? My complex mind decided to abandon me when I needed it the most. My mind, which I always trusted, turned its back when you first spoke, when you first smiled at me, when you first said “I love you”. My heart is weak and with my mind we can’t function straight, we can’t function right, so the day I needed to be protected, the day my heart was walking blindly, we ran into a wall. A wall made of kryptonite, green and tall it took over my heart and my mind was nowhere to be found. It had run away, walked away; turn its back on us because he had fallen for her two. The one that has to be the rational one out of the group had actually turned out to be the first one to go, the first one to bail. It’s ironic ‘cause I normally rely on my mind to steer me to the obvious path but my heart normally tries to intervene in the process but this time it was all the way around. My brain for once had fallen for you and my heart didn’t want to go that road again, he knew better. We fought and I regret we lost the battle but I’m just want to know where the fuck did my mind go to? If anyone knows anything about it, please contact me as soon as possible.

…I think, I know you are the world to me and I do love you. Without you in my life I can’t go on. The way I am, the way I carry myself is all base on you. That first day I saw you I was just hooked. I couldn’t keep my eyes from you and I didn’t want to look away either. I love you. I will scream it on top of Mt. Everest; if I can talk underwater I will say “I love you”. No matter where I am, those 3 words will always be utter by me. 1 4 3. I love you. You taught me that, you said it to me over and over again. I know you love me and I love you. One day we will look back at all of this and laugh ‘cause we gonna be together ‘till the end of time. I really do love you.

Fuck Yeah!

Just like this, us two. We clearly don’t need anyone else beside us. Let’s just sit and take in the view, the sun, and the weather. Can you hear those waves? The wind and palm trees dancing together? This is just perfect. This is what we wanted all our life. This is by far better than I expected. All I ever wanted was to go away and be with the person I love and that is you. Fuck is this fun. The people love us, we have no worries and we live like kings. You want more? I know, how can you ask for more, when you have everything you can wish for. This is it! This is the life. Let’s have fun now, just me and you, together.

Life FOR Love

I trade my whole fucking life for you! I gave you every single each of emotions I had left in my heart ‘cause I thought you were different, cause I was naïve enough to think you were special but fuck that was further from the truth. I traded my entire well being, myself for love? But it wasn’t really love when it came to you, right? You probably thought I was a joke, a stupid lad for throwing my life away for you. I just didn’t see what was actually happening, that you were a bloodsucking succubus and was just trying to rip open my heart. I gave my whole life for you and I fucking regret ever falling for you, ever wanting you to the point that I couldn’t breathe without you. I hate the fact I was weak and fell for you but I can’t change that fact. I will live with that regret, with that mistake. Now I know how I can prevent any of this from happening again and I will be ready for when another girl enters my life.

My Other Half

Do you have it? You see I lost it the other day when I first saw you walking my way. I have no idea how it happen, it just took off. It decided to follow you. I can’t blame him though, you are a beautiful girl. Your smile, your eyes, that body of yours, gosh am I jealous of whoever has your half You lost it too? Recently? That’s something new, so you must feel the same way I do? Wanna go for a walk? Well my half is red, mostly red, big, strong, proud, a fighter too. If you see something similar to that please let me know, I am kind of missing the guy and I need him to complete my heart. I will keep you posted on your half as well. It’s kind of funny that they both ran away at the same time, don’t you wonder where they are? Damn I love your smile! It’s so captivating, so bright and elegant, I have no idea how you are still single. We should go out sometime; maybe we can find each other halves together. Yes? Great, so I’ll pick you at 7. Have a great day!

Love = Card Game

LOVE is a card game. 7 Q A 3, it’s part of a deck of card. Every day we shuffle it, the chances of finding it gets smaller and smaller but we still go along for the search. LOVE calls us, tells us everything will be fine and that finally you have found the right one. But like every single deck of cards, everything is unpredictable. You will never know what will come next, one day you with her, the next she’s walking away from you holding the hand of another man. 7 Q A 3 is something that one day I will find and when I do I will be the happiest man on the face of this earth but so far I have seen glimpse of it. I have gotten the 7 and A out the deck on one occasion, Q and 3 in the other but never fully together. I have experienced little things that might be close to love but not the whole thing. So I will keep playing this game, keep hoping I will get the right cards the next time but so far I’m not in a hurry to get them so I will just let them come on their own.

Flying Away

I just want to get out of here. Fly away, far far away and forget the life I will leave behind. It’s not that I want to leave those I love behind or that I hate my life, all I’m asking is for a break. To just fly away to somewhere no one knows about me or a place where no one has to worry about life, the struggles and everything that comes with it. I just want to fly away, gather a collection of balloons and just set off into the horizon. People will miss me and I’ll miss them but it won’t stop me from continuing on my flight. It is something I can’t stop wanting it. It’s what I set out to do. I will get on with my life in another place, fly away from this town and just just go on and rock on. I’ll be back one day but for that’s not happening any time soon

Aren't We All?

Aren’t we all? A bit dazed and confused? Day in day out, we think about certain things and we are unable to really come out with a solid reason for those thoughts. Confusion is not that bad if you think about it, it’s something that happens, your feelings, your thoughts, they confuse the shit out of you but it happens. Love hits hard and it comes out of the blue, enters your life as if it was there this whole time. It knocks you off your seat, makes you bleed, ‘causes a couple of concussion and you are struggling to stay up, moving from left to right. You are dazed, confused, and not aware of your surroundings. Love is a champion at fighting and it can keep up with you toe to toe, punch to punch. You will be dazed at the end of the battle; you will be confused cause of the blows you received to your face, to your heart, to your head. You will bleed it all out and you will ask yourself, why the fuck are you being hit so fucking hard? But don’t worry about that is just part of the deal! The thing is we can’t stop it so we just let it happen. Even if it means we will be a bit dazed and confused for a couple of hours.

C.T.F.D

Calm The Fuck Down! Just relax. Calm The Fuck Down, you lost her and what? The world is not going to end because you lost the girl you thought was the ONE. Get a hold of yourself; you are by far better than this! She made a HUGE fucking mistake on leaving you but that doesn’t mean your LIFE should stop ‘cause she ran away with your heart. You stand still, look the other way and just walk, far from her because she is not that great. She couldn’t handle the fact she was about to commit to a long term relationship, with a guy that was sure of what he wanted in life. She doesn’t know what she wants, she’s not as bright as she plays out to be but that doesn’t mean you hate her, that doesn’t mean you have to stop loving her. You love her, I understand but FUCK just get over it! Get over the fact SHE not YOU left! Get over the fact SHE was the one that wasn’t ready to be with YOU, not the other way around. So CALM THE FUCK DOWN! Get your anger out, bleed it out if you have to, punch a wall, hit a guy, fuck a couple mindless chicks, just get all those emotions out of you ‘cause you are BETTER than this. FUCK HER, forget her but if she willing to take part in your life let her in just make sure she’s committed this time if not then just keep her as a friend. But you need to CALM THE FUCK DOWN because the world is not ending and there’s a bunch of better girls out there for you, my friend. So man up, get change and grab the world by its horn and steer it the way you want to go ‘cause honestly dude, you are too good and too young to be mourning a “love” Now do you know what you need to do?

Young

“So let’s just stay in the moment, smoke some weed, Drink some wine, Reminisce talk some shit forever young is in your mind, Leave a mark that can’t erase neither space nor time, So when the director yells cut, I’ll be fine, I’m forever young...” Forever Young by Jay-Z ft Mr. Hudson

I’m still a kid in the eyes of my grandma. I’m still the baby in the eyes of my mother and I can tell you I know why. It’s not because I’m their kid and they will always see me as a child, it’s because I have not seen the world yet. 20 years is nothing compare to what they have been through, what their eyes have witness. My two eyes are still young and we still struggling to stay awake to see every little thing we need to see. Anything bad that happens, anything bad that comes our way and we rethink everything, we give up and give the world our back but that shouldn’t be how we handle things. We fall in love, we lose a person, we cry, we get mad, we fight and with that we feel the world is coming down on us that we are at the end of the line waiting for the world to end but the world is not ending. The world is far from over; we are just starting at the door to something much more. Those little kisses, those summer loves, that’s just the gas we need to keep on going. We get fired from a job but that doesn’t mean we should stop working, or looking for a job, that is just more ammunition for the future. We fall and cut our legs and knees but we don’t care, we stand up and keep on running. We have a long way to go to shed that young image but we cannot think for a second the world will end when something bad comes our way, which is just a sign that tells us to get ready for what lays ahead. We are young and the world is just opening its door for us. We have to enter the room and keep on opening doors.

Yo Soy Increíble, ¿Cuál Es Tu Excusa?

I am awesome! I’m better than that guy you with right now and if you want to play for the other team, I’ll be better than that chick who will try to be like me. You will walk this earth, look around and always look for someone who can fill my shoes but the thing is no one can really be like me. I am design like one a kind, a fast, upbeat dude that is light years ahead of the crowd and you know that very well and for that reason you set out to get someone to upstage me. But how can someone who is amazing and awesome as me be upstaged by a regular lad? Is just not logical, not possible. The thing is I am the only guy that will give you everything he can and more, the only guy that will tell you things how it is and still sit back and get a couple of kisses from you. I am awesome! I am beyond your reach and that makes me smile, makes me happy ‘cause I am too good for you! I am too perfect for you and you can’t handle that ‘cause you are not in my league! I’m awesome, what’s your excuse?

She's My Angel

You are my angel! You are the one that will come and save me from my misery. You are the one that will bring happiness and love to my heart and that I am grateful for. That first day I saw you, how your eyes sparkle under the city lights made me realize you were more than just a girl. To me you are an angel and you are MY angel! You came as I was calling for you, swooped down from the sky with that brilliant smile and that flawless lock of hair. Never have I seen someone like you and I knew you were special. You are an angel in my eyes and forever will be grateful you picked me over the rest of world. I am not the best men out there, far from it, yet you came to my rescue and never let me get out of your sight. You could have done way better than me but you chose to stick it out with me and that makes you my angel. Those light brown eyes, those freckled trying to survive the sunlight, your smile, your soft skin, everything about you is out of this world and that makes you my sweet angel. You are one of a kind and I appreciate the time we spend together, the seconds, minutes, hours, you have made me whole again and that I can’t take back. You are my angel and every time I close my eyes I see your face and every time I wake up it’s you who I seek to see. You are the chick of my dreams, the main protagonist in my movie and that always makes me smile. You are my ANGEL, my dear love!

EAT IT!

EAT SHIT! Just do it! I am tired of your crap; I am tired of you so just fucking do it! You see you did something that you shouldn’t have done in the first place and that was being the chick I would fall in love with and that is just unacceptable! You shouldn’t have fallen for me either that just complicated things. So much that you don’t even want to be with me so EAT IT! Everything you told me, everything you said I am throwing it back at you, you better have an empty stomach ‘cause its gonna be a lot of crap coming your way. You were supposed to be the one, that one chick that would understand the way I am but fuck was I wrong! Now you eat everything you deserve to eat, all that crap you fed me day in and day out, I spit it back at you and force you to eat it. Why? Well I’m no longer hungry, so it’s fair to say you are starving because you gave me a lot of it! So now it’s your turn to eat it all!! EAT SHIT!

Travel the WORLD

I want to travel the world, see everything it has to offer. I want to stop in Tokyo, dive in Sydney and eat in Rome. I want to fall in love in Paris under the Eiffel Tower, get my heart broken in London under the watchful eyes of Big Ben. I want to recover in Madrid while I run away from the bulls. I want to travel the world, forget everyone for a few and just have time for myself. I need to have fun, to remember how to be a kid again; I need to travel the world. I want to see Machu Picchu in person, walk among the columns of the Parthenon and sit on a yacht in the Mediterranean Sea. I want to see the world like never before and the question remains; will you join me in my journey or stay back and live a normal life? I for one will go all out for something I want. To travel the world is my main goal and I will accomplish this with or without you. World get ready, here I come!

My World

Welcome to my world, the world of Alantz, where anything and everything can happen at a person’s will. It’s not the best of worlds, at time its dark, it’s evil yet I keep on living in it because it’s the only world I can think without a problem. Every day is a new adventure, everyday it’s a new life and it’s something I enjoy deeply. Alantz is not that hard to figure out, you know? He is simple as they come, smarter than most and somehow he is still not the best but he no longer cares cause he’s running his own world. My world is in my hands and anyone is welcome to join in, just give me a warning before you enter, I don’t want to be startled by new arrivals.

Checkmate!

I enter the room looking for my target, I already have a type in mind - blond, big boobs, slow on top - I roam the floor till I stumble upon her, she was not in the plan, she is a player like me. We both smile, thinking in our head the same thing - "what is this?" As she looks at me with those mesmerizing eyes, I can only think of one thing and that thing is her. I make the first move, setting a chain of reaction that will either have me on top of her in bed or have me on top of the dumb chick I set out to look for. She takes a sit and motions me to do the same, this is something I didn't expect. She's ahead of every single girl I've seen and she clearly thinks the same about me. She stares, not wanting to start the conversation, "hello, my name is Romeo, what's yours?" she just smiles, her freckles shining through that makeup covered face "don't think you are ready for it just yet" I smile, I like her, she for once got a brain and she's not afraid to use it. We talk about life, the outside world, what we do for a living - I wanted to lie, I wanted to tell her how I can give her the world in a silver platter, how we can travel the globe in an instant but I couldn't, for some unknown reason I had to tell her the truth - she was strong, most of the players I play against always have a weakness but this time, this one time I met my match. She was well guarded, she had a quick response for everything and clearly she's been playing this game longer then I have thought but it didn't stop me at all. I knew deep down I will not find a girl like this again and I have to take advantage of the opportunity. I gave her all my arsenal, all my weapons, tricks and more and I can sense her wall was breaking, that she was falling for me but she kept refusing. "let's dance" she finally said. "I'm not much of a dancer" I proclaimed knowing she will fall for the bait and take me to dance anyways, I could have said yes right away but where's the fun in that? She grabbed me, smiled and said "don't worry, I can guide you along the way" luckily for me I'm a good friend of the DJ - another trick under my useful sleeve - I give him the sign, he catches it and plays a soft melody, I really don't know the name of it but it was the right one at the right time cause her eyes light up. She came closer to me, grabbed both my arm and placed It behind her waist - right there and then I knew, I had broken that wall, smashed it to little pieces - my hands were feeling free, traveling behind her body as if he was the ambassador of it all. She smiled, she came closer, placing her head on my shoulder. I was waiting to do this all night, since the minute I saw her. I made my final move, all or nothing, this move will either break me or make me the luckiest guy in the world. My lips kissed her forehead - she knew what was coming and she looked up - I kissed her cheek - I hadn't realized but her face gets prettier when you closer to her - and checkmate, my lips interlocking with her lips, moving as if they were once in the same. She bites my top lip setting off my hormones as if the world was going to end. Every single cell in my body when to overdrive. I stepped back, ask her something and walked to the parking lot. 5 minutes later she stands in front of the club. I open the door, she steps in. I put on the radio - Abrazame by Camila is about to finish - I step on the gas pedal, she grabs my hand and smiles "Chloe, my name is Chloe" I smile back, checkmate!